Monday, November 23, 2009‚ô•

The headaches have started.
The stress has started.
The pressure has started.
My SPM has started.

Okay, so in case you didn't know,
my SPM has officially started.
Okay, it started last week but whatever.
It's my fourth exam day today
& today would be Moral.
I know, such a useless subject.
No point in studying it.
Anyway, I've already taken
Malay,
English,
History
& Math
so all those books are going
out the window.
Also, I still managed to go shopping
during my exams.
If anything I might be shopping more?
It's all good.
We'll call it stress relief.
And it's not like I'm going crazy and
buying totally useless junk.
I might need a pogo stick someday.
You never know.
So, I'm a bit stressed but nothing too extreme.
My breakouts are gone and thankfully,
it didn't leave any scares or anything on my skin.
So happy about that.
My calender for after my SPM is so crazy.
I literally am booked up till late Jan
2010.
Or more because it keeps going.
Not to mention I'm starting work in Jan.
There is so much to do,
and so little time to do it in.

L

P.s. No, I didn't actually buy a pogo stick.
Couldn't find one.

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009‚ô•

And now it's less than a week to my exam

and less than a
month
till I officially graduate!!!
EXCITED!!
A and I still keep our Friday tradition
of going to MP to grab some coffee
and buy our stuff for the week.
I'm kinda confused of what to buy this week.
I need a new moisturizer and
I can't decide between
Clinique Dramatically Different Moisturizer
or
Estee Lauder Hydra Complete moisture creme.
Need to decide soon.
Got kinda ticked off with the same friend
twice this week because sometimes
she can be kinda flaky.
I don't really like that but whatever,
that's her.
N I love her regardless.
I've been burying myself in my school books
and I keep having my com taken away from me
for SPM purposes.
I've been REALLY into Korean music lately.
I know, I know.
Say what u like, I'm half asian.
Sue me!
I thank Mei Chern n
Aisyah for that. Lol.
That's it for this week I guess.
Don't expect me to say much till after my exams
and even then I'll be super busy
I've got too many plans for my own good.
N tons of traveling too.
I cannot wait!!

L

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009‚ô•

Future, here I come.

No idea what we were doing.

Bhakti, me n Jax

MEI CHERN!! Luv her

More weird piccas of us!

Sha sha!!

Random post.

So,
it's officially 2 weeks will my
HUGE exam.
I am freaked out.
But it's not as bad as I thought.
I'm studying and focusing but still
managing to keep balanced.
And as my life in high school
ends and I move on to becoming a college girl,
I realize that I wouldn't have
traded the education I've gotten,
the experiences I've had
or the friends I've made in that
small town school for
anything.
It may have sucked at times, sure.
But I'm glad I went there.
I'm glad I live in Melaka and am
half Asian.
And most of this confidence and
new self belief comes from good friends.
Thank you so much!!!
I love you guys more than you know.
I know, it sounds kinda emo or
whatever but again,
my blog.
My posts.
I'm so proud to call myself an IJC-ian
and say that I was part of that school.
I'm so sad to be leaving now,
just when things are going so well
for all of us.
But time waits for no man right?
I hope we can make as many great memories
in the future as we have so far.
Did that actually make any sense?
Anyway, I love you guys!!

Aisyah
Bhakti
Wen Lin
Mei Chern
Wen Yu
Asha
Stef
n many more.

L

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.

Sunday, October 25, 2009‚ô•

It's been a while,
I know.

I've been sooo busy with my
SPM in less than a month and I am
also super excited about graduating.
So, my college confusion is really over.
I've finally decided what I want to do.
Also, Aisyah and I have been having huge
issues with our skin.
Because of SPM stress,
we've gotten weird side effects on our
skin.
Sigh, hopefully that goes away soon.
I've recently become kinda obsessed with
Kpop.
I know, I know.
Leah???
KPOP????
Yes, it's weird.
What can I say?
I prefer Asian guys.
Lol.
Anyway, that's pretty much it.
I keep going shopping as my
stress reliever which isn't good.
But I've gotten some great stuff!!!
Mostly makeup and facial stuff.
New obsession.

L

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.

Thursday, October 15, 2009‚ô•

I want you to know,
that it doesn't matter
where we take this road,
someone's gotta go.

So I mentioned my friend that
ran away from her prob
recently and I feel the need
to take back what I said.
She did what was right for her.
And she's much happier where
she is now.
N that makes me feel better.
But I miss her!!!
Anyway, a friend of mine got really
sick a few days ago
and I just found out today so
I freaked out and went to see
her in the hospital.
Ah, the drama.
I have never been so terrified
in my life.
She looked so different.
But she'll get better soon
so it's not that bad.
Also, my class teacher pissed me
off yesterday by being
so completely obsessed
with A and I getting our way all
the time cuz we know
the principal and vice principal
really well.
It was just a bad day.
So, I went to the mall
and had a great time buying stuff.
I needed some new face care products
so I got a lot of good stuff
and a new cardigan that I am
in love with.
I know, I'm going on about
useless stuff now.

N I want you to know,
you couldn't have loved me better.
But I want you to move on,
so I'm already gone.

L

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.

Monday, October 12, 2009‚ô•

Okay, so recently I was looking
through stuff on Facebook
(I was very bored)
and I came across some pics
of a few friends.

OMG.
I do believe in having fun.
And I know going crazy sometimes
is fun.
But they were just overdoing it.
I was embarrassed to be an
IJC senior.
Seriously.
I've never been so shocked.
I won't name names,
because I'm pretty sure they know who
they are,
but really.
Have you no pride?
No shame?
No integrity at all????
I am so disappointed in how
some girls choose to show
their 'wild' side.
And it got worse as I clicked next.
I know, if I didn't like it,
I should have stopped looking at it.
But still, that was just too slutty for
my taste.
They showed no class
as IJC-ians.
I no longer hold any
respect
for these girls.
If they don't respect themselves,
why should we?

L

p.s.
Doing it was one thing,
putting it on facebook is a
whole different game.
Don't play games you don't know
the rules to.
We made them.

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.

Friday, October 9, 2009‚ô•

When the clouds have all departed,
you'll be right here
with me.

And we're back here again.
I can't understand the difference
when it comes to classes.
No, I'm not referring to upper class;
rich
powerful
and so on,
and lower class.
I'm talking about the difference between
5sc1 and 5Kuning.
The 'highest' class in school
and the 'lowest'.
What makes us so different?
Why can't a girl from the lower class
be friends with a girl from the upper?
Why can't they eat lunch together?
Why do they're friends make a big deal?
Since when are we from different worlds?
It's like, out of school they can talk and all,
but in school, it's complete ignorance.
We don't know each other,
we have never spoken in our lives.
Sucks huh?
Can't stand that kind of
childishness.

Recently, a friend of mine ran away
from a problem she was having.
I'm only calling it that because
that's how I see it.
She left because of a few comments
made by some teenage girls.
I don't know what they said,
nor can I say if they're true or not.
I just think that her running away was
bad.
I don't see it as
an answer to anything.
But she left and I didn't know.
Shocker!
I wasn't informed that she was leaving,
nor that she left.
I found out later through facebook.
I am so sick of being
last to know.

L

‚ô• I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT I'M ME.